i've never made a friends only entry in this journal. when i first started writing, i didn't think i'd ever have a need to. i'm not really sure if my life got more complicated or whether i started being more careful.
regardless, of late i haven't been able to talk about things that i'd really like to talk about. particularly, i've been careful talking (in depth) about my work situation for fear that it'll be seen by a coworker and work it's way up the chain o' command.
i don't fear being terminated outright, but i'm concerned about---we'll call them changes in responsibility and compensation. and really not anything dramatic, just a subtle pushback. i get enough subtle pushback just because i'm a wierdo.
i really don't want to feel this way, and there is a big part of me that is ready to say "fuck it" and start spilling. i'd probably feel better, no? anyway, i'm contemplating a friends only entry. i know i've some anonymous readers; i'll post a public comment if it happens, so you can either a) finally get an account or b) let me e-mail you the post.
at any rate, why do you make friends only posts? or would i have to protect this post to get that answer. :) |